Moving Home

Well I am moving back to the old homestead to help take care of my mother who is turning 80 this year. She is suffering from dementia. She hasn't drank for almost 20 years, and says GOD is her answeer for everything. I still have flashbacks to those drunken nights of hell raising,violence, and suffer post traumatic stress disorder. I have a deep seeded resentment I have tried and tried to let go of. It is tough and I imagine it will get tougher. Dear Lord if I ever needed strength it is now.